Warning: This post is gonna be a little long. You might wanna go grab a coffee first.

Hello friends! Good Morning & happy weekend. I hope you’re doing fabulously. I’m a bit overdue for a post on here, I guess it has been awhile.
I hope all of you who are Moms had a wonderful Mother’s Day this past weekend. It was my first one without my mom, so it was a bit of a tough day. Thanks to those of you who sent me note to say you were thinking of me, it meant so much xo. If your parents are still alive, hug them often, and spend as much time with them as you can. You’ll always remember all those precious times together. I’d give anything for another moment with either of my parents …
It is finally spring here in Ottawa (we had snow as recently as a couple of weeks ago!) but last week we got so much rain that our City recently declared a State of Emergency due to flooding warning– especially west of Ottawa (Dunrobin & Constance Bay), and also Gatineau.
I went to help with sandbagging last week in Constance Bay and it was amazing to see all the communities coming together to help out. As we filled the sandbags, the guys were taking them away as quickly as we were filling them!

We’re supposed to get some warmer weather and maybe even a little sunshine this weekend so that should help provide some relief to flood-prone areas.
Our famous Tulip Fest also started last week. It’s the (only) festival that I really look forward to in my hometown so I’m pretty excited to see the tulips. I haven’t had a chance to check it out yet but I probably will this weekend. I wasn’t rushing because there aren’t a lot of flowers yet -as we’ve had a cold spring. But I’ll check out the tulip situation and report back soon…
My new blog is almost ready! If you recall from my last post, I’ve decided to go back to a travel blog as I didn’t have much luck with the food blog thing. I’m travelling more than I am baking these days, so it’s the perfect time for a change.
Getting back to travel writing is something I’ve been wanting to do for a while now, so I’m excited about this new change. I’ve written several travel stories, but I’ve hesitated to share them because this was supposed to be a food blog 😀
Thanks so much for sticking around and following me in my blog adventures, everyone. I can’t wait to start sharing my road trip stories with you all again.
Now I’ve got some sad news to share…
You might recall in my last post I’d mentioned that Christmas had been kinda tough this year as I was really missing my parents. So I was extremely thankful for my friends and for my Aunt Colleen for including me in the holiday festivities. I got to spend Christmas Eve with Colleen and we also did a fun potluck dinner with my cousins at her retirement home as well. I don’t think I would have made it through the holidays in one piece without her.
On the same day that I shared that post (early March), my Aunt was rushed to the hospital and, sadly, she passed away a few days later.
I was absolutely devastated.
There are no words to describe how much the loss of my Aunt has affected me. I actually started to write this post over a month ago, just after her passing, but I had to step away from it because it was just too hard for me to write (or talk) about– with anyone. My coping mechanism at the time was to avoid thinking about her while I tried to process everything, especially since her passing was sudden and rather unexpected.
I know that talking about a loved one can help you cope with your grief, but I just wasn’t ready yet. I guess in my own warped mind I kept thinking she was coming back and it hadn’t fully sunk in that she’s really gone. Since Colleen was like a 2nd mom to me, I feel like I’ve lost another mom–and it was so close to my own mom’s passing as well. What a crappy year! I’m dealing with it as best as I can, but my Aunt’s death has really taken a toll on me–especially since I’d only just started to cope with the loss of my mom.
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